work work work

I've been busy these few last days, sorry for not posting any new music, but it's coming trust me. My days consist of studying, working and working again. Now and again I manage to get to the bottom of the bottle with my friends and that's the best pay ever, to be able to laugh and dance.

It's sad to try and help someone whom you don't wanna help. 'Cus they don't deserve it. But sometimes you have to, you have to be the bigger "woman" and see past all the shitty bullshit they've thrown on you and step up. Take what's yours.

So I've reached a dilemma.. multiple actually but first things first. Should I stay or should I go? I know I should have left months ago and there's nothing I want more but god damn it, the heart has a stubborn way.. If I leave, I know I could be happy. But I'm afraid of being happy 'cus after what happened to me, I never wanna be as unhappy as I were.

I'm getting married by the way.
in the year 2013.